The deep pain of the heart known as REGRET! By Anuran and Sayoni


In the path of life, regrets I have had nothing less of many. Many of them, are moments and memories which I wish to relive differently, rewrite a different past. The more I think the more I realise the second when things turned towards the regret I had later. I try and learn from them, sometimes finding solace in the fact that at least I realised them, and maybe it will make things better. But, also an unavoidable part of life, there will be more, more regrets, just like those moments which bring a smile. We make mistakes knowingly and unknowingly, we fail to understand in the lapse of the moment what was more to be done, what remained, and where we failed, and they happen again in the moment of weakness, anger, and the rush which blinds us from knowing that once again we are stepping towards the way which leads to another regret. We can learn, we can become wise, and we can deal with them better, but we may never truly avoid them. For like everything, regrets are part of life, and like any other experience they can teach us how to live better, bcoz in the end there is a whole lot of life which remains no matter what awaits.

Do you Regret it?



Often life gives you challenging situations to dwell on and clings to so that you understand who stays with us and who does not in those times.

Life is simple but yes lucky for those who are around good people in the most difficult time. This is the time of keeping words, challenging the world, understanding each other, and being together. When the world went through a topsy turvydom situation the grave disaster of the second wave of COVID-19 had a world of a different shade.




The death cries, the disillusionment, and the colourless exhaustion were common things. Life didn’t give an option then only to think about the betterment of the family. It needed teamwork and extreme patience. We knew good days would come. The sun will shine again and bright mornings will arrive again. Difficult days will pass and happy cosy times will arrive. We knew that.
Covid is a time of difficulty. Intense mental health problems and trust me it is not easy to have covid. I am lucky to have been surrounded by people who are much more than just good.


The cuddling, the feeding of food, the intense care, the careful observation, and each and everything make me feel what have I done to deserve all this care on this planet? As said above is a difficult time: the intense agony, the sheer pain of weakness, the brutal tastelessness inside the mouth, and the restrictive olfactory nerve. Yup sounds difficult?

Do you regret Not having a family around the time of Covid?

Do you regret losing people?

WE ALL DO AND THAT’S WHAT MADE US HUMANS WE FEEL WE SOB WE CRY WE REGRET AND HELP EACH OTHER TO MAKE EARTH BETTER.




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